my mentality this past year has been “what is the point of doing things i give up on everything but don’t kill yourself because your family loves you”
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I’m much too sad
And much too broken.
I push people away all
While falling madly in
Love with the same people
That I’m pushing away.
How could anyone love
The pile of contradictions
That I’ve become?
How could I let someone
Love me
Knowing what I am?
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